Faith, Healing, and Gratitude

Words can hardly capture the overwhelming joy and gratitude I feel for my husband in this moment. Just two weeks ago, in his darkest moment, Todd made the brave decision to discontinue his cancer treatment. The medication was making him feel so sick that I even had a moment I thought I’d have to call an ambulance. Seeing him in that state was heart-wrenching, and we were terrified. But we trusted his intuition and took a leap of faith. Since that moment of breakdown, we’ve witnessed his lymph nodes shrink day by day!

The journey has been challenging. When we told Todd’s oncologist about his decision to stop all treatment, we were met with negativity. First, he acted as if he cared enough to call weeks after we initially cancelled his consultation because he was sick and suggested that if he knew sooner he would have prescribed medication for the side effects Todd was experiencing—uh, no thanks! Then came the dire warnings: “This disease will take your life” and “Your cancer will only get worse without treatment.” The final blow? He asked if we wanted him to go ahead and call in hospice care. What the actual f*ck!? We never said anything to imply that, and it infuriated me!

From the beginning, we should have known better. When we tried to discuss a good diet, his dismissive response was a red flag: “It doesn’t matter what he eats.” This highlights a fundamental issue: many doctors are taught pharmaceuticals over nutrition. How can we trust a system that overlooks such a crucial aspect of health? Thank you for your ‘support,’ doc. But we believe in a holistic approach and we know that the body can in fact heal itself. We deserve better. We all deserve doctors who understand and respect our choices, and who prioritize whole-body wellness over fear-driven tactics.

While we can’t pinpoint the exact cause of his improvement, but I truly believe it’s a blend of all these and, most importantly, a profound mindset shift. Healing is holistic, and nothing is worth enduring such suffering when your body is on its journey to wellness.

Here’s what he’s been doing:

• He had two rounds of the immunotherapy drugs, Opdivo and Yervoy.
• CAPSOL-T^® is a product consisting of food grade decaffeinated green tea concentrate and a food grade Capsicum powder (from a mild chili-type pepper) in an optimum ratio giving an approximately 100-fold synergy compared to green tea alone. One 350 mg capsule (taken every 4 hours) of CAPSOL-T^® has been shown in laboratory studies to be equivalent to drinking 16 cups of green tea but without the liquid and without the caffeine.
• Rick Simpson Oil (RSO) is a potent cannabis extract known for its high THC content and therapeutic properties. Taking 1 gram a day is recommended to maximize its benefits, as many believe it can help shrink tumors, reduce pain, and enhance overall well-being.
• Lymphatic massage and vibration boards are powerful because the lymph needs help to move to boosting detoxification, enhancing immunity, reducing swelling, and promoting relaxation. These methods improve circulation, increase metabolism, strengthen muscles. We also have a cream we use from Earthley to help stimulate too.
• Ozone Sauna Therapy Ozone plays a crucial role in cancer treatment by creating an oxygen-rich environment where cancer cells struggle to survive. This therapy boosts the immune system, enhances circulation, and helps detoxify the body at the cellular level. By increasing oxygen supply, it supports the body’s natural healing processes while reduces inflammation.

Other things he’s been doing are, more hydration with water intake and electrolytes, we like the LMNT. Taking other supplements a little more sporadically are liposomal vitamin C and glutathione, B vitamins, minerals and apricot kernels. He’s doing the BrainTap when he can, I say this because if you didn’t know we live in pretty rural in a time house in the woods without much service and this apparatus connects to an app.

He’s doing his best to eat a good diet. During his worst days, Todd lost a lot of weight because he couldn’t eat. It was painful to watch him waste away, unable to enjoy even a simple meal. But here lately its been a beautiful change taking place—Todd has finally started to feel back to normal, and I’d even say better than he has in a really long time. His energy is returning, his appetite is improving, and his spirit is brighter than ever. He’s definitely making up for those missed meals and it’s heartwarming to see him enjoying life again. This transformation fills our hearts with immense hope and gratitude.

Gratitude has been a practice I’ve embraced deeply lately. While it’s easy to be grateful for the good things in life, it’s absolutely life-changing to be grateful for the tough times because that’s where we truly grow. This experience has taught us to cherish every moment, to hold each other a little tighter, and to have unwavering faith in the healing power of the mind, body, and spirit.

Every moment now feels like a precious gift. We are more present, more connected, and more in love than ever before. This journey has brought us closer, and we never want to take this beautiful life for granted.

This week we start cleansing, Todd with a Fenbendazole Protocol: Fenbendazole is an antiparasitic drug primarily used to treat parasitic infections in animals. Surprisingly, recent studies and anecdotal evidence suggest it may have anti-cancer properties. Some research indicates that fenbendazole can interfere with cancer cell growth and promote cell death in tumors. This regimen also contains, Serrapeptase, a proteolytic enzyme the will help to break down and eliminate dead cells and die off. Tudca, for liver support and a liposomal multi vitamin.

We believe in the profound connection between parasites and cancer, especially since we know he has parasites. Many holistic health enthusiasts argue that parasites can weaken the immune system and create an environment conducive to cancer. By addressing parasitic infections, we can potentially reduce cancer risk and support overall health.

I’ll be starting a Parafy Kit which we have done a couple times before. Is an extensive, natural cleanse that detoxes so much more than just parasites. This complete cleansing kit provides you with everything you need to gently and effectively cleanse parasites, flush heavy metals & toxins, and support your overall health and well-being through the process. 

We also received his Plasma Frequency machine that we will implement this week. While also working towards getting the PEMF (Pulsed Electromagnetic Field) machine too. All of these things are not covered and add up quickly. If you feel called to donate or share please do here:

Todd’s mom set up a GOFUNDME page or we also have a VENMO account.

There’s quite a few hints about our next blog topics as I plan on diving deeper into all these things separately 😉

Please keep sending your thoughts and prayers our way—they mean the world to us. We believe in the power of collective positivity and healing. Let’s never take this beautiful life for granted. 🌿💚